1.01.1994
Inside my Room
When I close my eyes
on the darkness of my room
a tear fals down from my face
smashs in to a dream.
Dream that pertubates
the paradise of tenebrous loneliness,
seducing me on a hipnotic dance
of pain and mistery.
No one undestand the swet slide
of madness inside me...
because they never felt the sufering
of my baricad room.
Night falls, in my room
the despair consumes the walls,
blood drips from the filaments
and fealings create shadows
Voracious tears up souls
on a dark persistence
and were love and feelings
doesn`t pass of a finished dream
Inside my room I cry
seeing the cold night trought the window
that transpires on dark sky`s
fulled of loneliness
Nothing is real, nothing is true
everything it`s farce, a lie
life end`s and dreams finish
and I suffer, why?
My eyes fulled of blood
realise the last tears
to shed on sweat silk
of the mortal lake
Please Room Die, For the last time
that dream you can`t find
Time to sufer in the dark
Time to sufer in the dark
Please Room Die, For the last time
that dream you can`t find
Time to sufer in the dark
Time to sufer in the dark
Die
Rui T.
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Agony and Pain...
Agony and Pain...
Those who rest
on waves of life
will never die
with the arrival of death
Lonely hall of life that walks slowly
carrying on the hands a bleending world
that crosses the long mountains of death
where the tender moans of pain resound
Mads remains in lucid spirit
submerged by pain they will resurge
the dead winds of north
will destroy the tumultuous fountain of life
The heart in the moonlight of the dark night
will not pass of a terrible dream
every lament will rest
in the gravestone where anything will revive
Rui T.
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With the Dead One`s
When I looked at my world
I felt horribly lost
I never understood
the why of my existence
being always afraid to live
watching life without hope
taking refuge inside my self
a dream without trust.
Almost ever I tried to raise
without ever succeed
because it exists too much evil
in my regretful body
lost life...
my lost life
Try to remember the past
and nothing I possess to remember
try to review the future
and I only saw a lost life
the disgrace entered my heart
and nothing can aliviate me
just life after death
maybe I can... rest.
I will wait for a moment
where tears, and movements
won`t be manipulated by revenge
of my lost body
and I will fight
in another dimension
even if I have to dance
with death.
lost life...
my lost life
Rui T.
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Hopeless Mind
Alleviate the pain of the soul when the body is asleep
it can transform the brain to a deep suffering
like worms spouting out from an incurable wound
that drags you to death
It`s been a long time since the body is a sleep
the drowsiness goes down to the heart
buding from the eyes
the silence
the loneliness
It`s been a long time since live became death
and became darkness
spreading on the inconscient
the agony
the pain
oh! lord
help me
when the deep sleep falls upon the body
the soul gets lost forever
locked in a dead body
is the willing to live
confined on a detiny seeing life disappearing.
Watching time flying
without being able to do nothing
limited to wait
that death brings him some pleasure.
Rui T.
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Slowly Flying in the Dark
Slowly flying in the dark
searching feelings in the inside
of hates that never existed
crossing lost universe
hoping to find
the lonely silence of the clouds
that rends the black skys
with the pain of death
Slowly flying in the dark
trying to believe in a fake rest
setting fire to the hates of life
and consuming the pleasures of the soul
hiding rage and screams
in caress lakes
were tortuous sorrows emerge
in blind and painfull ilusions
On indecision I walk
for certains still lost
of many hurted frustration
isolated by feelings
Damed silence in you
my tears are of disgrace
free that evil in you
full of farce
Life is a black storm
of displeasures and fears
involved in cold breeze
waiting the coming of death
Damed silence in you
my tears are of disgrace
free that evil in you
full of farce
Rui T.
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