1.01.1994
With the Dead One`s
When I looked at my world
I felt horribly lost
I never understood
the why of my existence
being always afraid to live
watching life without hope
taking refuge inside my self
a dream without trust.
Almost ever I tried to raise
without ever succeed
because it exists too much evil
in my regretful body
lost life...
my lost life
Try to remember the past
and nothing I possess to remember
try to review the future
and I only saw a lost life
the disgrace entered my heart
and nothing can aliviate me
just life after death
maybe I can... rest.
I will wait for a moment
where tears, and movements
won`t be manipulated by revenge
of my lost body
and I will fight
in another dimension
even if I have to dance
with death.
lost life...
my lost life
Rui T.
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